The Clown Chakra is not a joke. It’s not fluffy energy work, it’s not walking around in heels to feel better, it’s the process for how to heal from narcissistic abuse spiritually. It is the energetic interface where performance overrides integrity, where identity is fragmented by survival, and where illusion hijacks intuition. Once the structure of the trick is seen clearly, it doesn’t just dissolve—it transforms.
- The Clown Chakra – Archetype, Initiation, and Cosmic Portal
- The Golden Light Body: Your Vessel for Vision and Shadow Work
- The Golden Ship and the Journey Through Shadow
- Fractals, Foundations, and Building the Vessel from Within
- From Narcissus to Loki: Clearing the Clown Chakra and Becoming the Magician
- The Healing is Straightforward and Sovereign
- The Invitation
The Clown Chakra – Archetype, Initiation, and Cosmic Portal
To clear the Clown Chakra is to pass through a rite of perception. It is the initiation point into gold magic—a fusion of white, red, and black magic—alchemy at its most integrated. But this magic cannot be accessed through theory. It must be felt, remembered, and honored.
The Yellow Clown is the gatekeeper of subconscious and unconscious loops. You create out of a place of trauma when this chakra is blocked. We rehearse safety. We mirror the world instead of shaping it.
But when the field clears, it becomes something else:
A cosmic portal—a shimmering golden interface that stabilizes the light body and allows safe passage through space and time, memory and shadow.
A wormhole in modern physics.
Myth describes it as a golden bridge.
And in magical tradition, it becomes the vessel—the light body that carries you through.
A clown’s illusion keeps you entertained by performance and trapped in a story.
A sovereign field lets you travel beyond the circus tricks.
Teeth Alignment and Posture
This is the Clown Chakra. It is not laughable—it is a map for your healing. And by design, it has a step-by-step process for how to heal narcissistic abuse spiritually. It’s a threshold into your magic, and a doorway to the infinite universe within and outside of you.
The Golden Light Body: Your Vessel for Vision and Shadow Work
Clearing the Clown Chakra doesn’t just free your perception. It stabilizes your field—which is the first step to forming your vessel.
This isn’t a metaphor. The Golden Light Body is a real energetic structure. It is a body built not from bone and breath, but from coherence, clarity, and spiritual will and it has many names.
- The rainbow body in Tibetan Buddhism
- The merkabah in Jewish mysticism
- The solar body in Christian and Gnostic esotericism
- The crystalline armor of the Templar Knights
In all cases, the pattern is the same: Once your field is whole and your illusions are cleared, your light becomes your vehicle.
Because when you begin to navigate shadow, when you step into the places where meaning breaks down, timelines bend, or trauma spirals, you can no longer rely on the mind alone. Your old tricks stop working. And so, you stop tolerating everyone else’s.
Shadow work done with integrity doesn’t just uncover pain—it resolves old paradigms and makes way for entirely new possibilities.
The nervous system softens. The identities evolve. The beliefs unhook. Only the spiritual body can hold its shape inside that kind of distortion. That’s what the Golden Light Body is for.
It is the vessel that carries your truth through places where lies used to live.
It is the ship that stabilizes your signal as you move through subconscious and unconscious terrain.
And it is the structure that lets you reclaim your magic.
The Golden Ship and the Journey Through Shadow
This golden ship doesn’t sail oceans—it navigates time, memory, imagination, and the subconscious landscapes where trauma once hid. Its architecture is crystalline, formed of spiraling light and sacred geometry. It holds your signal as you travel through distortion—through wormholes of grief, shame, sacred rage, and illusion—and it allows you to remember the places where you once forgot.
But like any vessel crossing open waters, it can be boarded.
And that’s where the Yellow Jack reappears.
Historically, a Yellow Jack was a plain yellow flag flown on ships carrying disease—a warning to others to stay away. Spiritually, it becomes a symbol of energetic contamination: thoughts, patterns, or people who seek to infiltrate your field and corrupt the clarity of your vessel with illusion.
The trickster doesn’t always wave from the shore.
Sometimes, it climbs aboard.
Sometimes, it uses your ship—your energy—for its own direction.
But when your Clown Chakra is clear, you reclaim the helm.
Fractals, Foundations, and Building the Vessel from Within
The universe is fractal in nature, and when you begin to see it clearly, it becomes a metaverse of infinite possibilities. Patterns repeat across all scales: what is seen in the stars also spirals in your cells. And the same is true for your energetic system.
If the Clown Chakra is the outermost interface—the golden field where creation and perception converge—then the body chakras are the inner lattice, the scaffolding that holds it all. Each one contributes a vital frequency: root, sacral, solar plexus, heart, throat, third eye, and crown. Strengthening these centers reinforces the structural clarity needed to stabilize the outer ring.
Healing isn’t about reaching for the stars. It’s about learning how to navigate them.
And that begins by tuning what’s already inside you-until your outer field becomes resonant, coherent, and strong enough to hold its shape beyond the physical world.
Just like any vessel, your light body requires both design and discipline. Every new skill you practice—whether it’s grounding, breathwork, energy clearing, or creative vision—adds to your capacity.
And capacity is what grants access.
Suddenly, new realms of thought, memory, imagination, and timeline begin to open. Not because they weren’t there before, but because you finally have the structure to travel to them.
Healing the Clown Chakra doesn’t mean bypassing the body. It means starting with all of it—the physical, the emotional, and the subtle. Because your inner architecture determines how far your ship can go.
From Narcissus to Loki: Clearing the Clown Chakra and Becoming the Magician
To set you up to work with the Clown Chakra, let’s recap where this story began.
In Part 1, we explored the myth of Narcissus—a man who couldn’t see anyone but himself. A symbol of disconnection, not deception. A reminder that sometimes, manipulation can sometimes come from systems and the use of language. But in modern times, that myth helps us to honor the level of abuse and therefore healing that we need.
The modern “narcissist” isn’t simply self-absorbed. They are strategic with gaslighting performances.
And the illusion becomes an effective weapon.
This is how the Clown Chakra can be tangible in our lives: at the intersection of emotional distortion and energetic collapse. They questioned your perception, invalidated your instincts, and punished your clarity.
And what keeps the trick going?
Your attention and energy are creating someone else’s life.
But this is the paradox of it all.
In Norse mythology, the trickster god Loki isn’t just a prankster. He’s a force of chaos and transformation. He didn’t just trick humans but he tricked gods as well. Loki tricks us into questioning the divine aspects within us (our beliefs) that need to be confronted in our present reality. Even if it’s unpleasant to understand our role in what we create. Both collectively and individually
But this isn’t the end of the story. It’s the threshold of death and rebirth.
The Healing is Straightforward and Sovereign
To begin clearing the Clown Chakra, you don’t need to decode a myth or master a system. That foundation has already been laid for you. What you need to do is notice the trick. The performance loop mimics safety while keeping you stuck. No one else can do that for you—it begins within you.
This is where your work begins:
- Recognize the emotional/life pattern
- Identify the illusion/trickster
- Reclaim the truth underneath
You don’t have to fight the clown. The clown stops being entertaining.
To read more about how this process works, here is my experience with the root chakra.
The Invitation
The trickster has served its purpose. It mirrored the distortion. You were never meant to be a supportive character in someone else’s story.
Now, you’re ready to become the one who writes the myth.
Inside the Lumyst app, the Clown Chakra chapter offers the next step.
A place to begin the clearing.
A structure for reclaiming your field.
A process that helps you transmute distortion into destiny.
Because once you’ve seen the trick, It’s time to become the magician, from Loki to Merlin.
This is where your magic begins, and only you can do it. Inside the Lumyst app, you’ll find teachings that guide you in healing narcissistic abuse spiritually and for good.
